http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2369241/ >Brendon's P.O.V.< I stopped kissing Vanessa when I saw Emily's pretty innocent face looking at me, soaked with tears. "No..." I said. "Uhh...Emily... I can explain...I love you." "Shut up, Brendon!" Emily pointed a shakey finger at me. "Is this how much you love me? Being with my best friend...shows me your love..I don't think so...Asshole." "Emily...please.." I grabbed her tightly against me, she stuggled to get free, but I wouldnt let her go. She cried in anger then suddenly. SLAP! she slapped me across the face as I fell back. She ran out of my room, crying. "Ow...i said as I rubbed my reddened cheek. "Emily!! Emily!!!" I cried out. "Come back!!" Now...I really lost her...for good. "Hey...why the long face?" Vanessa cooed in a baby voice. "Forget that bitch...you still have me..." "Oh...Shut up.." I mumbled.]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-05-17T08:47:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2355771/ >Brian's P.O.V.< "Synyster...come on, bro!" Matt slapped my back hard. A little too hard. "What?" I asked. "Go to the store for me and get me some smokes. Alright?" "No way...I'm tired. School." "Come on....Pleeeeeaase!!!" "Alright...fine man. I'll go." I got my keys and my school backpack. "But if i get shot it's all your fault." "Don't worry, dawg." Matt chuckled. "There aren't many gangsters here.....those fools only hang out in the allies."]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-05-14T15:06:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2293721/ ill post 4 today...since i forgot to post a whole buch during the week...enjoy and thanks for reading!! peace and love be with u! ♥ Joolz

>Emily's P.O.V.<

"I'm so shy!" I said. I put my head down on the desk...my hot face felt good on the cool wooden desk.

If only i had the fucking balls to tell Brendon I like him.

But sadly...I don't.....

shit.....

I want him so bad.......

but now......

it seems impossible to have him.... >Brian's P.O.V.< I'm gonna go to Mr. Winslow's alley today. And I'm gonna finish what I have started. I held my spray cans...my true friends... Graffitti changed my life man.....My dream was to be a pro graffitti artist...yeah...like thats goonna happen....maybe it might...if i survive... if i make it.... and if the curse...leaves me alone.. >Brendon's P.O.V< "come oooooon!" Vanessa wasn't shutting up! Not for anything...it was killing me! what can i do? "Please Vanessa...Leave me alone!" i said. "okey..."she said. "on one condition." "sure...what?" "only if you become my boyfriend...starting now." i had a feeling...maybe i could break up with her first thing tomorrow morning and then it will all be over...sure..why not? "Sure Vanessa. wanna be my....?" my sentance was interupted by a make out scene. >Emily's P.O.V.< I know that its dark...I know im far away from home..but i have to go to Brendon's house tonight and tell him the truth....that i love him. i knocked on his front door. "He's in his room..."his mom said. I happily ran up the stairs to his room..i felt confident and proud that i was finally going up to him and saying that. "Brendon, Brendon! I have to...." i stopped dead in my tracks as i found tears rolling down my face. I couldn't believe my eyes. Brendon was kissing my best friend!]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-05-02T15:21:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2288821/ >Brendon's P.O.V.< "Preeeetty please?" Vanessa said. "umm...but...I..."I started. "You what?" "I....love someone else.....sorry." "But.....uhh.....You can start loving me now!" "No! I can't...you don't understand...I've loved her for the longest time and nows my chance to ask her to be my girlfriend." "Who's this other girl you bable about so much Brendon? God!" "Emily."]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-05-01T16:29:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2265161/ >Brian's P.O.V.< "Heard you got caught tagging all over old man Winslow's wall!" Matt scolded. "yeah....i did." i said blushing. "and you're still alive!!" Zacky came over to me and hugged me and gave me a hard, too hard, slap on my back. "its a miracle!!!" Johnny cried. "I laughed. It was worth it. I drew a beautiful thing.....i drew Emily's pretty face on that wall.]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-27T14:21:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2217741/ >Emily's P.O.V.< i wrote his name all over my spanish notes. "oh no!" i laughed out loud. "youre doooooomed!!" Ryan snickered. "hahahahahaa just tell him." "no way Jose! if i do he'll make me sweep his classroom!" i cried. "no! not Mr.Mambo...tell Brendon what you feel." "Ryan...I.." "trust me...Emmi." he assured. "you wont be dissapointed.just go for it!"]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-19T11:18:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2214451/ >Brendon's P.O.V< "Hi again!" That girl Vanessa said to me. "Hi." i said. "youre hot." "uhh...thanks....?" "yeahh....wanna be my boyfriend?" "uhh...i uhmmm...." I WAS SPEECHLESS!!!]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-18T16:43:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2207551/ Im gonna write 2 sections of the story in this post...k???? enjoy n thanx for reading!!! luv ya'll!! >Emily's P.O.V.< I wonder when Brendon will ask me to be his girlfriend.......hm...... maybe in a couple of 1000 years. I looked outside my window into the night sky. siiighhh...Brendon...I wonder if you even think about me once in your day....I always think about you before i go to bed....i always do. My Curse sec:12 >Brian's P.O.V.< "So....this is where you live..." I breathed and i looked at the pale blue house. I walked thru the nieghborhood into a hidden alley.Mr.Winslow's alley...it was old but in good shape..i took off my school backpack and took out the only thing that was inside of it..and it wasnt my homework...Spray Cans I shook it and sprayed the wall with the strong odored spray paint. "Hey you!!" I heard a guy and then i quickly ducked under a truck that was parked thereI knew what would happen next. ..... a gun shot filled my ears.]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-17T15:17:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2195251/ >Brendon's P.O.V.< "I was so close!!!" I banged my head against the mirror. "Yes you were.."Ryan said. "idiot." "i was nervous..okey?" i threw my hand up in the air. "You suck Bren." Then the door bell rang, i opened it. "Hi~ im Vanessa!" the mousy girl wh was stalking me, said. "youre like soooooooooo hot!" "what....." and then..off she went.]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-15T16:17:00Z http://dropxdeadxkid.buzznet.com/user/journal/2190181/ >Brian's P.O.V< I was hanging out with Matt and a whole bunch of my other gangster friends while i was eating my lunch..some a chicken sndwitch, some milk, and some fritos. Suddenly, I saw her...Emily...coming towards our bench. She called Zacky, another friend of mine over. Zacky put down his lunch sack and walked over to her, she whispered something in his ear and then after a while, Zacky came back. Damn..shes hella fine..i said as she walked away..she'd look even better with all those clothes off of her. "HEY SYNYSTER!" Matt called to me. "damn...man!! thats gotta be like the 100th time i called your name right now!" "sorry man..i got distracted..." i said. "riiiiight..." he said. "you're not the same....ever since your dad died. ever since THEY....murdered him." "and they're coming after me next..."i said under my breath.]]> Buzznet dropxdeadxkid 2008-04-14T16:00:00Z